Would you care if I killed myself?

I just want to die so bad. Not for attention, but because I see no future for myself or anything. I feel like my school's biggest loser and I hate myself. My dad yells at me all the time, for numerous things. There is a history of suicide, depression, suicide attempts, and drug abuse in my family. So maybe its hereditary. But I don't feel like this, eventually I'll kill myself if I keep feeling like this.